How to I recconect with my sister after falling into the clutches of addiction, as my parents have?
Lonely Rehab Girl asked:
I’ve been doing drugs for almost a year now, and they’ve gotten me no where, I want to change, but I don’t really know sometimes.
I honestly want to keep doing it, just maybe not hurt my family or sister.
Yesterday as I wrote in my other question I just posted, i did a gram of Cocaine in one line, which is very very unhealthy, and I could have died.
On top of that, my eyes were watering I was shaking and showing other signs. I decided I couldn’t lie to my sister about it and told her I did a bump.
I’ve been doing drugs for almost a year now, and they’ve gotten me no where, I want to change, but I don’t really know sometimes.
I honestly want to keep doing it, just maybe not hurt my family or sister.
Yesterday as I wrote in my other question I just posted, i did a gram of Cocaine in one line, which is very very unhealthy, and I could have died.
On top of that, my eyes were watering I was shaking and showing other signs. I decided I couldn’t lie to my sister about it and told her I did a bump.
she was livid because I’m going away to rehab in a few days, depressing as it is.
I just miss when we used to connect, instead of her trying to always go to her friends houses and us never talking, I know she’s upset and cares a lot, but I don’t want her to worry so much about me, I do this because I like to escape, but i wish I could find another way then I’ve been doing over the yrs.
cutting, throwing up, not eating, burning, bruising myself, doing drugs. etc. I just need help?
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Written by FormerCocaineAddict on September 28th, 2009 with 11 comments.
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