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i am addicted and sick of cocaine all in two weeks, is my tolerance out of control?

fifleman asked:


my girlfriend broke up with me last thursday and i decided (stupid decision i know) to binge on coke. i stopped at 1 pm yesterday slept about 12 hours, then hit it up again at 7 tonight, and i just get really, really bad anxiety like i do when im coming down and dont really get a high at all. im just really paranoid and keep thinking about all of the bad effects of it as i always do when the high goes away. theres no choice im done with this crap. is the fact that i feel good for about 3-10 minutes then get really paranoid about my thoughts and anxious really high tolerance?
Thank you for the constructive answers. I am out of control and it’s absolutely insane and I have to stop, everything. I just moved in with my girlfriend last month and alcohol caused our separation, for our past angers me and brings the worst out in me when I’m drunk and I’ve caused physical damage to our apartment, causing extreme shame in me. I don’t know what the hell I’m doing, and as smart as I am I realize I have to face reality and am pissing money and a job and health and life away. I was in an IOP (intensive out patient) program but was recommended for 30 day in house rehab when I drank and did not inform my counselor, and then a week later I’m dumped, and a week (might be two? I can’t even remember) I’m knee deep in crap that I continuously tell myself the consequences too. Once again, thanks for your answers, I’ve realized this is beyond me and I need help. God thank so much.

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Written by FormerCocaineAddict on September 24th, 2009 with 5 comments.
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#1. September 24th, 2009, at 12:35 PM.

no wonder your girl dumped you…look how you act when life gets you down

you gotta stop that $hit

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#2. September 27th, 2009, at 5:29 PM.

I think you have depression.

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#3. September 28th, 2009, at 2:01 PM.

I think that you should seek help fast before you spiral out of control. You should know that with ALL mind altering drugs that the high is only temporary. So when you come down you only want more and yes it takes a lot more for you to feel the same high as before. By you asking the question shows that you do want some help, but to be honest none of us can really help you. All we can do is give you advise and hope that you take it. So again, my advise to you would be to seek help from someone. A place of worship, a hospital, friends, family, neighbors, etc. My best bet would be the hospital. They can refer you to a clinic for addicts. Please get help, and stop trying to solve your problems and ease your pain through your nose, get me?

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#4. September 30th, 2009, at 2:28 AM.

hey i’m in IOP now. Relationships really suck when your a addict, i feel your pain. Cocaine was hard for me too, i just relapsed two weeks ago on it then i had to use heroin to calm down. Your in the pre-conteplation stage remember that from IOP?? You start to wonder on the effects of the drug. It’s a start. Maybe you should be on that pill that stops cravings for cocaine, if I screw up again i’ll be on that along with my other meds they give me. I heard its a really good pill from the cokeheads, try it!!

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#5. October 1st, 2009, at 10:15 PM.

oooh man, please get clean, it’s not worth it. im a recovering heroin addict and let me tell you, it took alot to get where i am today, and i’m still not all the way there, but life is soooooooooooooo much better. its worth living now. I dont want to kill myself all the time. I have money a job, clean friends, a wonderful boyfriend. And let me tell you IOPs dont do SH*T. You need to go to a program, 30 days is best. I know it sucks thinking of doing but its nice being able to get away and not have to deal with the outside world for a while and just get to relax and work out your issues. That 30 days is worth the rest of your life.

Good Luck, I hope your life works out for you.

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